Bankruptcy

Took my Bankruptcy final today. While I don't regret taking the class, because I learned about a process I didn't know anything about at all before taking it, I don't know that I've ever felt so bad about a final before. I ran out of time for the last two questions, so I did a pretty terrible job on them, and there were only nine questions. I didn't feel confident about any of my answers. A lot of my colleagues also said they struggled, but it doesn't feel like anyone did as awful a job as I did. I have another final tomorrow afternoon, and then Wednesday I'm heading out of town. Just stay focused and work through it.

Angst

Angst angst angst angst. I feel anxious of everything. The future - I don't know what is going to happen in any area of my life. Finals - I don't feel like I've absorbed anything about the two subjects I'm being tested on, despite diligently studying for the last week. I want to make something of myself, I want my life to mean something. I'm not sure it will, despite all my efforts. Also, I fear this thought makes me sound like a self-important jerk. Angst angst angst.